Confuse

Entah kenapa malah jadi kepikiran....tiba-tiba gw jadi selektif.
Gw bikin 2 kolom di buku, positif dan negatif. Kadang gw ngerasa terlalu banyak pake perasaan drpd logika.

It's the first time I fall in love.
It's the first time someone loving me unconditionally, or that's what I think.
May be I'm wrong...cause I believe every words coming out from his mouth.
What if I'm wrong and his not the one.
What if he's the one but my parents would hate him just because of what he was born with.
God please help me...it's all I can say.
Please guide my way and let Your will be done.

Gw pengen putus karena sepertinya gw ga bisa pegang janji yang dia bilang ke gw. Kadang dia egois dan kurang peka, keras kepala juga. Kadang-kadang suka seenaknya sendiri karena dia anak tunggal.
Tapi sampe sejauh ini dia ga pernah bohong....mungkin....dan gw takut karena rasanya semakin dalam.